...Was it something I said? ...

"Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one. "

3 Months of Chaos......

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"Insanity is my only means of relaxation”---Anonymous

ONe cOLD.... mANY Dreams

It's how you make me feel.... wonderful weekend.... ... not even a weak cold could bring me down.... back to happy place... back to the reason why i am so in love... Remembered why .... its how you make me feel.... unconditionally , sweet, peaceful, and blissful.... i will no longer wonder .... it's how you make me feel.... excited...obsessed... eternally blissed... can't wait , one day...... one day..... till then sitting back and watching the magic happen.

ITS HOW YOU've always MADE ME FEEL!!!!

Where the FUck HAve u been?

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Modest Mouse:Missed the Boat

While we're on the subject

Could we change the subject now

I was knocking on your ears

Don't worry, you were always out

Looking towards the future

We were begging for the pastWell, we know we had the good things

But those never seemed to last

Oh please just last!!!!

Everyone's unhappy

Everyone's ashamed

Well we all just got caught looking

At somebody else's page

Well nothing ever went

Quite exactly as we planned

Our ideas held no water

But we used them like a dam

Oh, and we carried it all so well

As if we got a new position

Oh, and I laugh all the way to hell

Saying yes, this is a fine promotion

Oh, and I laugh all the way to hell

Of course everyone goes crazy

Over such and such and such

We made ourselves a pillar

But we just used it as a crutch

We were certainly uncertain

At least I'm pretty sure I am

Well we didn't need the water

But we just built that go god damn

Oh, and I know this all myself

I stood in front for all the people

Oh, and I know this all myself

We listen while life's singin'

And the sound of life's sweet bliss

Was it ever worth it

Was there all that much to gain

Well we knew we'd missed the boat

And we'd already missed the plane

We didn't read the invite

We just dance at our own wakeAll our favorites were playing

So we could shake, shake, shake, shake, shake

Tiny curtains open and we heard the tiny clap of little hands

A tiny man would tell a little joke and get a tiny laugh from all the folks

Sitting drifting around in bubbles and thinking it was us that carried them

When we finally got it figured out that we had truly missed the boat

Oh, and we carried it all so well

As if we got a new position

Oh, and we owned all the tools ourselves

But not the skills to make a shelf with

Oh, what useless tools ourselves

Eventually...

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I'm a slow motion accident

Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints

I don't wanna feel anything but i do

In Love with life......

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....No Regrets just Lessons Learned....

Happy Father's Day ...

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Sun is OUT!!!So am i ...

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Definitely didn't take a day like this for granted.... enjoyed it to the max...( no pun intended) weather was Bliss.... the sun was in the right spot and burning in the right moment.... the beach was glorious and felt like an oven.... the sand as well as rocks were sharp and out.... the drive with the friends was too funny.... ( so where's the wildest place u've ... ummm.... u know?).... skim boarding Ouch!..... heading to the pool.... AMAZING...... jacuzzi boiling fukin water..... wii anyone?..Duh! we are officially wii fanatics.... WOO!!!.... can't complain fab. day with fab. people.... and a words can't Describe B/f in my life.....

.....last mortal thought: Def. never took days like these for granted....

Yoga Classes Would Be Nice......

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Saturday morning..... first thought "Breathe".... times are getting ruff... things are getting nutty.... money seems to be the root of all concerns..... Oh Just Breathe... in the bright side ... finally heard from the greatest Marine Ninja that has ever slept on my couch.... finally after about 2 weeks of not hearing one word.... must admit i was majorly worried.... an email was written and it lifted up my spirits.... in the words of flyleaf "And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning us to life"..... special line that pertains to everything in my life..( did they write the song for me?).. hmmm.... Oh just Breathe..... (Thought: New Therapy?) ( Possibly)..... I'm done & out with today's Front Burner... Oh Still Breathing...

......Toni pool, Hookah, Wii..1up...night...(and Cheese?)......
WOO!!!

First of Many...

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Night time hits like always .... and i obviously can't sleep.... when can i ?.... this is the time to reflect & justify anything wrong i did today.... and anything ive been procrastinating about.... so here goes.... skool.... yea i need the grad. to be this year cant wait for next who knows what might happen from here then.... career.... geeze recommendations are needed to be post dated ( i believe thats how it is ) b-4 oct. but i keep leaving it for tomorrow.... work.... no calls today... things are slow ,and no one seems to need no one.... any ways.... i'm officially a blogger.... lets see how long i keep this up and how many times will i procrastinate about writing....

.....Tomorrow i Shall Procrastinate even more.....