Hope Is everywhere ,and your not going Anywhere!

(Post Secret Blog)

Wow... Time has flown by .... looking back at my old posts have helped me remember that special feeling again. where words would just flow out ,and everything was perfect. I'm not the only one remembering those good times. (back noise: J listening to old H.S. Raps) but as i look around i start to notice not only has my life flown by but the problems of an adult are starting the phase me. Yes... those dreadful fuckin bills.... and that dreadful remembrance that Death is near everyone. 2008----- I grew....I Don't Want to Grow UP so Fuckin Fast. Spend Xmas ,and all the holidays with her. thats my main goal. my Priority!.... Spend Moments of bliss with her before life pulls you away ,and you find your self not remembering those moments ( main fear) ..... explain to her that her cooking is unique....her laugh ( turns red ,and forgets to breathe) is the most entertaining laugh you've ever seen. the way she signs her name makes you proud of her. the way she stills talks about the day she left you in school and forgot to pick u up is still the scariest yet funniest story you've ever heard. how growing up she made every thing so simple. coffee always freshly made before school ,and work. her home made remedies made you feel pure. her wrinkly skin makes you wish that when you grow up to be just like her ,and more. Spend Christmas with her ,and don't forget to tell her she means the world to you.

I LOVE YOU ABUELA!

“The best answer to anger is silence.” Estonian Proverb

(Post secret)

Everything's so blurryAnd everyone's so fake

And everybody's empty

And everything is so messed up

Pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what your doing

Imagine where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing

There's noone left that's real

To make up your own ending

And let me know just how you feel

Cause I am lost without youI cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds youI stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I will save you

From all of the uncleanI wonder what your doing

I wonder where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

Nobody told me what you thought

Nobody told me what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Told you where to runaway

Nobody told you where to hide

Nobody told you what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Showed you where to runaway

This pain you gave to me

You take it allYou take it all away...

This pain you gave to meYou take it all away

This pain you gave to meTake it all awayThis pain you gave to me