(Post Secret Blog)Wow... Time has flown by .... looking back at my old posts have helped me remember that special feeling again. where words would just flow out ,and everything was perfect. I'm not the only one remembering those good times. (back noise: J listening to old H.S. Raps) but as i look around i start to notice not only has my life flown by but the problems of an adult are starting the phase me. Yes... those dreadful fuckin bills.... and that dreadful remembrance that Death is near everyone. 2008----- I grew....I Don't Want to Grow UP so Fuckin Fast. Spend Xmas ,and all the holidays with her. thats my main goal. my Priority!.... Spend Moments of bliss with her before life pulls you away ,and you find your self not remembering those moments ( main fear) ..... explain to her that her cooking is unique....her laugh ( turns red ,and forgets to breathe) is the most entertaining laugh you've ever seen. the way she signs her name makes you proud of her. the way she stills talks about the day she left you in school and forgot to pick u up is still the scariest yet funniest story you've ever heard. how growing up she made every thing so simple. coffee always freshly made before school ,and work. her home made remedies made you feel pure. her wrinkly skin makes you wish that when you grow up to be just like her ,and more. Spend Christmas with her ,and don't forget to tell her she means the world to you.
I LOVE YOU ABUELA!
