My Life is on its Way!

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IM ON MY WAY... NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!!

AgE Is Nothing but a number....life is nothing more than special Speehless events.

1. Started your own blog

2. Slept under the stars

3. Played in a band

4. Visited Hawaii

5. Watched a meteor shower

6. Given more than you can afford to charity

7. Been to Disneyland/world

8. Climbed a mountain

9. Held a praying mantis

10. Sang a solo

11. Bungee jumped

12. Visited Paris

13. Watched a lightning storm at sea

14. Taught yourself an art from scratch

15. Adopted a child

16. Had food poisoning

17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty

18. Grown your own vegetables

19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France

20. Slept on an overnight train

21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitch hiked

23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill

24. Built a snow fort

25. Held a lamb

26. Gone skinny dipping

27. Run a Marathon

28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice

29. Seen a total eclipse

30. Watched a sunrise or sunset

31. Hit a home run

32. Been on a cruise

33. Seen Niagara Falls in person

34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors- Partially been to Colombia working on CUBA!

35. Seen an Amish community

36. Taught yourself a new language

37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied

38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person

39. Gone rock climbing

40. Seen Michelangelo’s David

41. Sung karaoke

42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt

43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant- i Pay for strangers Tolls all the time.

44. Visited Africa

45. Walked on a beach by moonlight

46. Been transported in an ambulance

47. Had your portrait painted

48. Gone deep sea fishing

49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person

50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris

51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling

52. Kissed in the rain

53. Played in the mud

54. Gone to a drive-in theater

55. Been in a movie

56. Visited the Great Wall of China

57. Started a business

58. Taken a martial arts class

59. Visited Russia

60. Served at a soup kitchen

61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies

62. Gone whale watching

63. Gotten flowers for no reason

64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma

65. Gone sky diving

66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp

67. Bounced a check

68. Flown in a helicopter

69. Saved a favorite childhood toy

70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial

71. Eaten Caviar

72. Pieced a quilt

73. Stood in Times Square- & i Screamed YATTA!!!

74. Toured the Everglades

75. Been fired from a job

76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London

77. Broken a bone

78. Been on a speeding motorcycle

79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person

80. Published a book

81. Visited the Vatican

82. Bought a brand new car

83. Walked in Jerusalem

84. Had your picture in the newspaper

85. Read the entire Bible

86. Visited the White House

87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating

88. Had chickenpox

89. Saved someone’s life

90. Sat on a jury

91. Met someone famous

92. Joined a book club

93. Lost a loved one

94. Had a baby

95. Seen the Alamo in person

96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake

97. Bought your own House

98. Owned a cell phone

99. Been stung by a bee

100.Swam with dolphins

Hope Is everywhere ,and your not going Anywhere!

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Wow... Time has flown by .... looking back at my old posts have helped me remember that special feeling again. where words would just flow out ,and everything was perfect. I'm not the only one remembering those good times. (back noise: J listening to old H.S. Raps) but as i look around i start to notice not only has my life flown by but the problems of an adult are starting the phase me. Yes... those dreadful fuckin bills.... and that dreadful remembrance that Death is near everyone. 2008----- I grew....I Don't Want to Grow UP so Fuckin Fast. Spend Xmas ,and all the holidays with her. thats my main goal. my Priority!.... Spend Moments of bliss with her before life pulls you away ,and you find your self not remembering those moments ( main fear) ..... explain to her that her cooking is unique....her laugh ( turns red ,and forgets to breathe) is the most entertaining laugh you've ever seen. the way she signs her name makes you proud of her. the way she stills talks about the day she left you in school and forgot to pick u up is still the scariest yet funniest story you've ever heard. how growing up she made every thing so simple. coffee always freshly made before school ,and work. her home made remedies made you feel pure. her wrinkly skin makes you wish that when you grow up to be just like her ,and more. Spend Christmas with her ,and don't forget to tell her she means the world to you.

I LOVE YOU ABUELA!

“The best answer to anger is silence.” Estonian Proverb

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Everything's so blurryAnd everyone's so fake

And everybody's empty

And everything is so messed up

Pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what your doing

Imagine where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

Can you take it all away

When ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing

There's noone left that's real

To make up your own ending

And let me know just how you feel

Cause I am lost without youI cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds youI stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I will save you

From all of the uncleanI wonder what your doing

I wonder where you are

There's oceans in between us

But that's not very far

Nobody told me what you thought

Nobody told me what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Told you where to runaway

Nobody told you where to hide

Nobody told you what to say

Everyone showed you where to turn

Showed you where to runaway

This pain you gave to me

You take it allYou take it all away...

This pain you gave to meYou take it all away

This pain you gave to meTake it all awayThis pain you gave to me

...Was it something I said? ...

"Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one. "

3 Months of Chaos......

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"Insanity is my only means of relaxation”---Anonymous

ONe cOLD.... mANY Dreams

It's how you make me feel.... wonderful weekend.... ... not even a weak cold could bring me down.... back to happy place... back to the reason why i am so in love... Remembered why .... its how you make me feel.... unconditionally , sweet, peaceful, and blissful.... i will no longer wonder .... it's how you make me feel.... excited...obsessed... eternally blissed... can't wait , one day...... one day..... till then sitting back and watching the magic happen.

ITS HOW YOU've always MADE ME FEEL!!!!

Where the FUck HAve u been?

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Modest Mouse:Missed the Boat

While we're on the subject

Could we change the subject now

I was knocking on your ears

Don't worry, you were always out

Looking towards the future

We were begging for the pastWell, we know we had the good things

But those never seemed to last

Oh please just last!!!!

Everyone's unhappy

Everyone's ashamed

Well we all just got caught looking

At somebody else's page

Well nothing ever went

Quite exactly as we planned

Our ideas held no water

But we used them like a dam

Oh, and we carried it all so well

As if we got a new position

Oh, and I laugh all the way to hell

Saying yes, this is a fine promotion

Oh, and I laugh all the way to hell

Of course everyone goes crazy

Over such and such and such

We made ourselves a pillar

But we just used it as a crutch

We were certainly uncertain

At least I'm pretty sure I am

Well we didn't need the water

But we just built that go god damn

Oh, and I know this all myself

I stood in front for all the people

Oh, and I know this all myself

We listen while life's singin'

And the sound of life's sweet bliss

Was it ever worth it

Was there all that much to gain

Well we knew we'd missed the boat

And we'd already missed the plane

We didn't read the invite

We just dance at our own wakeAll our favorites were playing

So we could shake, shake, shake, shake, shake

Tiny curtains open and we heard the tiny clap of little hands

A tiny man would tell a little joke and get a tiny laugh from all the folks

Sitting drifting around in bubbles and thinking it was us that carried them

When we finally got it figured out that we had truly missed the boat

Oh, and we carried it all so well

As if we got a new position

Oh, and we owned all the tools ourselves

But not the skills to make a shelf with

Oh, what useless tools ourselves